HE JUST NEEDED ME TO TAKE HIM UP THE ASS….

A Tale of a Sacred Hor….

He just needed me to take him up the ass.

To bend him over and bring life into his body as an act of devotion through my energetic form,

So that he count finally surrender.

So that he could let go of control, of trying to hold on, of trying to make things work.

He needed me to penetrate him, so deep that his heart would break open and his minds stories could be released.

So that he could stop holding it all together

And finally, truly RECEIVE - to receive life through me as I became a representation of the wild shakti force.

He needed to be looked in the eyes and burst open by loving, accepting presence.

“Do you trust me” I asked feeling his heart not sure, not ready to open....

“Yes I trust you” he said “take me”.

He just needed me to really take him,

In my full power - bringing him his full power.

Awakening the feminine within, the dragon from the den, the Kali, Shakti of life.

So that he could be the one surrendering for once.

Fully letting go.

Allowing me as the wild expression of life to meet him through flesh and bone.

So he surrendered,

And she awoke,

The feminine within.

The one who had been so neglected and unseen.

Who was crying out in his dreams to be met and loved and fkd to God.

She moaned and roared, hissed and groaned.

Shuddered and vibrated as the kundalini arose

And eventually quieted.

Dropping into deep trance space.

Integrating this awakening of the dark feminine within.

And a little later he asked to be held, to be soothed and loved - repatterning it all.

I bowed to her and him and them,

Acknowledging this prayer to life,

This willingness to bring all of self and meet each moment anew.

I felt deep love and adoration.

Kinship of souls working together.

Gratitude and humbleness to be able to offer myself in service in this way.

Please note “he” is not a specific person in this instance but a shared experience of a number of men being initiated.